I don’t want to go to therapy today
Not today, not tomorrow, not ever.
Read MoreEyes That Could Not Love Me
I awoke this morning soaked in tears and terror to lifelike nightmares that would not relinquish me. I found fragments, parts, and pieces of me mangled in the wreckage that looks like her and bears her name. I crept out of bed and made my way to the mirror. I glared at our […]
Read MoreWhen There is Music Without the Sound
Noise. Music without the sound is noise. And that’s what I hear. I could easily get distracted right now. Perhaps I already am. Music is literally playing in the background but in my mind there is no sound. I haven’t been myself today. I don’t know who I’ve been. I wish I could shake […]
Read MoreHer name is as pretty as music itself.
I just want to sit and listen to sad songs all night, in the dark, with my headphones on, so no one can find me in this mind.
Read MoreHow Swimming With Dolphins Taught Me To Love My Body
It was advertised as a once-in-a-lifetime experience, a thrilling kind of opportunity, a close-up encounter, a trip we would remember for the rest of our lives. It’s true that I will never forget the opportunity of swimming with dolphins, but I wish I could. A few years ago my husband Daniel and I […]
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