When It’s Time To Call It Quits

Knowing when it's time to call it quits

                  Is it time to call it quits? When do you know? What are the signs? I haven’t turned to my journal this week, which is quite unusual for me. I use my journal to clear my mind of clutter, figure out what I’m feeling, and to […]

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I Think I Discovered My Smile Today

I Think I Discovered My Smile Today 1

  It’s been inconsistent and often fleeting, but I think I discovered my smile today. I woke this morning and felt the strangulation of depression release its grip a little. I even managed to take a breath. I had an appointment yesterday with my psychiatrist, and he increased my Ketamine dosage. The thing about Ketamine […]

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Days Like Today Just Hurt

Image describes the feelings of depression

                Days like today just hurt because I don’t know what to do with myself. No activity I try on fits. Nothing seems right. I am paralyzed in depression. It’s past noon, and I’m still in my pajamas. Whatever. I started a new journal today. It took exactly eight […]

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Welcoming the “Old” New Me

Welcoming the "Old" New Me 2

              Welcome back, Becca. Blame it on my mental health. I’ve been thinking for a while about returning to my blog. I am sorry that this post is my initiation back into Missing In Sight. I kind of grew out of this blog for a while. It became something […]

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