Disturbia

I find it disturbing and disruptive. The people behind my eyes are active and I feel pressure in my head. Does anyone else get that way when the switching is intense? They switch back and forth, never landing on a single personality. I’m switching as I write this. They chase my thoughts away and never […]

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Article link – “Living with DID”

I found this link on Google and thought I would share it with everyone. It’s a good article and I related with the author on many fronts; however, she comments on integration and that is a sore topic for me, as I don’t agree with integrating all personalities into one. Skate lightly. Take care. http://www.divinecaroline.com/22190/90903-living-dissociative-identity-disorder

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Avoiding

Pardon us while we wax philosophical. We are in the middle of a switch… It is dark in my room. I’ve succumbed to the internal pressure of my members to blog. It’s been a while since we blogged but no worries here. New insights have been gained and a new committal to therapy has taken […]

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I can probably thing of one second of my life where I felt free, not tied down by the rules and laws of whatever vice I am about to give to. I look at the girls in my dining hall at school and none “look” like they cut, burn, or have an eating disorder. I’m […]

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Missing In Action

I know I’ve been gone for a while. Things have not been okay but I will spare you the spilt milk and the sob sorry. I was released from the partial hospiltization back in May, I think. My intentions were/are to get a job and go back to school. I couldn’t cope with applying for […]

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