September 14, 2017.Reading time 6 minutes.
My dog Maybelline is stressing me. She wants to go on a walk, and I just don’t have it in me to get off this couch, which makes me feel like a terrible pet partner. Taken from today’s journal: Been a busy day. Service, errands, back pain. The works. I wish I could take a […]
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August 4, 2017.Reading time 3 minutes.
I am dissociative. My brain is foggy, and I can’t think. My head has a far-away ache. There is chaos living inside that I cannot describe would I even be allowed. I’m a little bit hungry, but feeling empty is keeping me calm even though I’m coming off the rails and in over my head. […]
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July 15, 2013.Reading time 3 minutes.
I disappear under the collapse of the padded walls in which I am mentally locked. I seem to have spectacularly careened off the solid road of recovery and engaged in behaviors that have sent me back to being someone emotionally unstable. Barely making it, I am now suffocating with the awareness of all the frivolous […]
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