New quote added

As a matter of business: I added a new quote that inspires me and gets me thinking about recovery. You don’t get anything clean without getting something else dirty. – Cecil Baxter I added that quote to my favorites because it reminds me that I have to get dirty by digging into the dark, dirty […]

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Disturbia

I find it disturbing and disruptive. The people behind my eyes are active and I feel pressure in my head. Does anyone else get that way when the switching is intense? They switch back and forth, never landing on a single personality. I’m switching as I write this. They chase my thoughts away and never […]

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Avoiding

Pardon us while we wax philosophical. We are in the middle of a switch… It is dark in my room. I’ve succumbed to the internal pressure of my members to blog. It’s been a while since we blogged but no worries here. New insights have been gained and a new committal to therapy has taken […]

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Missing In Action

I know I’ve been gone for a while. Things have not been okay but I will spare you the spilt milk and the sob sorry. I was released from the partial hospiltization back in May, I think. My intentions were/are to get a job and go back to school. I couldn’t cope with applying for […]

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Preventing a fall.

I’m trying to keep a positive attitude today, but it turns out to be more challenging than with which I can cope. Today’s meditation hits home for me, and I’ve studied it as if there were an exam at the end of this post. The quote is by Thomas Fuller and he says, “A stumble […]

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