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It’s been inconsistent and often fleeting, but I think I discovered my smile today. I woke this morning and felt the strangulation of depression release its grip a little. I even managed to take a breath. I had an appointment yesterday with my psychiatrist, and he increased my Ketamine dosage. The thing about Ketamine […]
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Maybelline sound asleep. She loves her crate. Makes her feel safe and secure. I don’t know if I can write this post. I feel extremely dissociative at this very moment despite taking my medication. I don’t know why it’s important to write this, but last night’s experience was so bizarre, disruptive, and disturbing that I […]
Read MoreOnce upon a time there was a paradox called Missing in Sight whose anxiety was so rampant and uncontrolled that ten minutes after waking on Saturday morning, she took her usual cocktail of a Clonazepam and a muscle relaxer to chase the anxiety away. Meanwhile, she felt she was going insane. She would hit her […]
Read MoreSo, since I have no psycho-iatrist, I have no meds. Since I have no meds, I am one heartbeat away from being committed to the psycho ward/looney bin/crazy tank. My emotions are all over the range. Sad, content, committed, depressed, excited, hopeless, frantic, ect… I am fighting with D. day and night. Not just verbal […]
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