trust me?

spell check still diabled. dog nmad blogger. We’ve been studying hard all day for the stupid American Lit test with the psychotic, meanie professor on Monday. He is a jerk and no body likes him. I got some stuff at Walmart to make bracelets today and when every one is done writing and studying then […]

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Someone like me.

today has not been good at all. and now, when i sit down to write about it and the feeling accompanying it, it vanishes. It’s Thursday, so there was work then school. I’m done. The anxiety of the day has killed me. I was not myself this morning. I was someone who was walking into […]

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Sad, gray pajamas

the time does not matter. i keep telling myself. i have a whirlwind of you should do this and you should do that swirling in the head, not to mention the other voice reminding me how fat i am and how i take up too much room in my clothes. and above all, i didn’t […]

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Where are we now?

It’s been a while since the last blog. Phil, my father-in-law, had open heart surgery and most of the time was spent being exhausted and living at the hospital or handling the needs of the mother-in-law, Millie. Now we are back home and school has started. The anxiety stares me down as a new semester […]

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Black heart

I don’t know what to say. I guess the tears know it all. It’s one of those days where I just don’t feel well. I’m bothered by the shifts and the anxiety is there but I can’t put my finger on the source. Something is grieving and haunting me and I’m stupefied as to what […]

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