Simplified Story Of My Life As Told In Gifs

Simplified Story Of My Life As Told In Gifs 1

Welcome to the simplified story of my life. First, when I was born, I was already causing problems. I grew up as a misfit.  Nobody liked me, and I had no friends.  I was bullied mercilessly. In my teens, anxiety started to consume me. I wondered what was happening to me.  I thought I was […]

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When Sadness and Hopelessness Seize Me

When Sadness and Hopelessness Seize Me 2

In a rare sighting, sadness and hopelessness has its grip on me.  It’s amazing how many mood swings I can have in one day.  Is that just a characteristic of having a dissociative disorder, or does everyone swing like this?    I try not to write about the every-day-goings-on of my life because it’s not […]

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Living Through My Own Body Memory

Living through a body memory

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She’s Only Twelve Years Old

She's Only Twelve Years Old 3

I feel like I’m 12.  A sad, sorry age to feel . . . .all empty, lonely, desperate not to go home.  Becky, my birth mother, has come to pick me up at Michelle’s house.  I spent the last night or two at her house.  Now it’s time to go home, and I’m on Michelle’s […]

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