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I want you to hear the words I can not speak. I want you to search for me where I’ve been forced into hiding. I want a safe, warm hug from you where only coldness lives. I want you to help me to cry when I can not face the tears myself. I want you […]
Read MoreI am missing in sight. You will look for me, but you will not find me. My words you won’t understand, my writing you won’t know. I am disappearing in plain sight. Please don’t look for me. I surrender.
Read MoreI have told him I want a separation. I’ve moved into the guest bedroom. Every step I take away from him he is a bewildered little boy, not understanding how this could happen to him. Whatever he’s wondering, it’s been happening a year and a half. I feel I’ve told him every step of the […]
Read MoreTRIGGER WARNING ********Talk of intimacy and sexuality ******* I told Therapist recently that I didn’t think the problem was with my marriage; it was with me. While the trouble with my marriage isn’t that it’s all me, all of it has to do with me. I don’t know any more if I dislike Husband, or […]
Read MoreNo news on the separation with Husband. It hasn’t taken place yet. It’s just one day at a time. I don’t think I could live with myself if I left him. The guilt would sweep me away. I always wanted to be married for life. What does it say about me that I vowed my […]
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