i don’t want to remember

we’re having a hard time with this assignment and decided to take a break. the “i remember when i was ten” piece is getting us depressed, sad, and destuctive. we came together and remembered some things that happened in the periphery: running the go cart into the garage door of our friend, swinging on a […]

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Sad, gray pajamas

the time does not matter. i keep telling myself. i have a whirlwind of you should do this and you should do that swirling in the head, not to mention the other voice reminding me how fat i am and how i take up too much room in my clothes. and above all, i didn’t […]

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we know what that means

the neighbor had me in the van. i feel him now all over i’m going crazy even worse the brother’s name was mentioned we shuddered and shivered we know what that means

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the book for class says to write to find out what I have to say, because I don’t really have much to say. Actually, something has been on the mind and it might have been written about already, but we try never to go back and read blogs. We either get embarassed about what we’ve […]

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Passionately apathetic

There’s nothing here but apathy. Please, come find me. I’m desperate. I keep pulling further and further away and I don’t know where I went wrong. My vision is getting darker and darker, more and more clouded. If I don’t recover from this suppression from emotion I fear what will take its place will lead […]

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