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Maybelline sound asleep. She loves her crate. Makes her feel safe and secure. I don’t know if I can write this post. I feel extremely dissociative at this very moment despite taking my medication. I don’t know why it’s important to write this, but last night’s experience was so bizarre, disruptive, and disturbing that I […]
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Maybelline taking a long nap after a walk. I feel uneasy and unsettled, and a lot has to do with our session with Therapist. The clock revealed only 30 minutes had elapsed, so I must have lost time in there. I remember talking about Husband’s violent behavior and about how others cope who don’t cut, […]
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Mom, I’m out of peanut butter! I’m not a happy camper. Plenty of reasons why. I burned myself yesterday. It’s only a bummer because it doesn’t hurt today. I know what will. We sent a scathing email to Therapist last night. I’d be nonplussed if he didn’t tell me not to come back. But he […]
Read MoreI went out of town for a few days. Not a vacation. More like looking after recently widowed Mother-In-Law. I love her dearly, but she came back with me for a week, and I’m already nervous. My dissociation has heightened to an unmeasurable degree. I don’t play nicely with others, and I don’t want to […]
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Trigger Warning YOU ARE NOT SAFE, NOT EVEN CLOSE. I am quite uneasy; be still my nerves. An unknown nagging feeling keeps jabbing at the back of my mind, worrying me, filling me with concern and disrupting my thoughts. I am supposed to write something for Therapist, but I don’t know if I have […]
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