Wondering what’s on my mind? Only an anorexic could turn a movie title into a reference for being small and tiny and skinny.
The ability to write coherently has vacated me. Perhaps it has something to do with the all-day migraine removing all capacity from me. I’ve written a post several times but keep deleting it because I can’t find the right words or thoughts. So, I’ll just keep it simple today.
The alters have been very busy today. I can feel them coming and going, cycling rapidly. I have one alter who, when present, puts so much pressure behind my eyes that I just want to beat my head against the wall; other members I can just sense, but this one member is very protuberant, which is why I have a migraine.
Everyone got to do something they wanted today. The littles put more stickers in their sticker book and colored a picture. One of the teens got a new pair of jeans and shirt. Another member downloaded music for her iPod.
Exercise was on the agenda for other members, which amazes me. One, because there was a migraine, and two, because of the food restriction. I think it shows the power of the mind to dissociate and accomplish what needs to be done even under less than ideal circumstances.
As a future English teacher, I would know that articles, writings and postings should have an interesting beginning, an informative middle, and a proper conclusion that sums up the main points and ideas of the writing. However, since my synapses are dying on their journey to connect to a neuron, I’m just going to fuck it and say
Conclusion. And as the liquor makers of Bartles and James always said, “Thanks for your support.”