Emotional

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I feel so emotional. The least little thing is provoking tears. I never cry, so why are these tears so special? I’m living in a dark place where no one can see me or touch me. I do not feel safe. I had an MRI today to help determine the cause of my dizziness and […]

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I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad

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I find it kind of funny. I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I’m dying Are the best I’ve ever had. Gary Jules – Mad WorldThose lyrics are in my head as I contemplate this post. I find my situation disturbing. I wish it wasn’t happening. What does it say about me? […]

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Question Asked, Question Answered Part 2

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Castor Girl asked a question of me in a post on May 8 regarding our loneliness and what was causing it. She asked, “Do you know what’s happened to you to make you feel so lonely?” Several events have taken place that explain the recent onset of loneliness. First, I started reading a book called […]

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Question Asked, Question Answered

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A question was asked on my formspring page about why I don’t call my birth mother “mom”. This is a complicated question that has two answers. First, I stopped calling my birth mother “mom” a long, long time ago. As a child I always called her “mom,” but it was years later when I evaluated […]

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I need friends. I’m so lonely.

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