…and then some more

it is such a dark night. while there is so so much to say, nothing will extricate itself from our stubborn need to open the vault. there is wide spread panic, and while we’ve pulled through before, things are out of reach, out of control, out of time. we are lost. there is no music, […]

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It's storming inside somehow you don't hear a thing. It's dangerous when it gets like this. A tear rains down for each reason. God save us. We need help tonight. Just can't do it anymore. It's so quiet it's scary. WhisperSent via BlackBerry from T-Mobile

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Screaming at the bottom of our whisper.

i don’t know what to write. I’m supposed to be creating a “poem” for writing class about “Where am i from?” I’m having a hard time, needless to say, and it is depressing the hell out of me. Really, really, tear drops, and knives depressing me. i don’t understand why i have to do this […]

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Withdrawals

I can’t help but wonder what gets into me some days. not that today is not one of the “some” days, but I wonder why I want to go skydiving so much. i look at other blogs and receive the most beautiful comments from people who technically don’t know me from Brintey Spears and I […]

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Thanks for nothing

i really don’t know what will become of me. The anxiety is so so bad that i was so close to D. taking me to the medical hospital. i coulnd’t walk, the room was shaking, I wanted to jump out of my skin. And no matter what I did I coudln’t get better. Today, no […]

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