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Today I feel so depressed and anxious. I’m having trouble just getting up off the couch. I did water my plant and opened the windows for some fresh air, but I’m still in my pajamas and may stay in them all day. I’ve already gone to McDonalds for a soda in my pajamas and house […]
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Maybelline sound asleep. She loves her crate. Makes her feel safe and secure. I don’t know if I can write this post. I feel extremely dissociative at this very moment despite taking my medication. I don’t know why it’s important to write this, but last night’s experience was so bizarre, disruptive, and disturbing that I […]
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Maybelline taking a long nap after a walk. I feel uneasy and unsettled, and a lot has to do with our session with Therapist. The clock revealed only 30 minutes had elapsed, so I must have lost time in there. I remember talking about Husband’s violent behavior and about how others cope who don’t cut, […]
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Mom, I’m out of peanut butter! I’m not a happy camper. Plenty of reasons why. I burned myself yesterday. It’s only a bummer because it doesn’t hurt today. I know what will. We sent a scathing email to Therapist last night. I’d be nonplussed if he didn’t tell me not to come back. But he […]
Read MoreI went out of town for a few days. Not a vacation. More like looking after recently widowed Mother-In-Law. I love her dearly, but she came back with me for a week, and I’m already nervous. My dissociation has heightened to an unmeasurable degree. I don’t play nicely with others, and I don’t want to […]
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