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An amalgam of three days of journal writing Our purpose here is to figure out two things: 1) how to nurture our angry protector Tina 2) Therapist mentioned that we need acceptance. Figure out what he meant by acceptance. Accept what? I don’t know what he meant by acceptance. All I want to do is […]
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It’s been two weeks since I’ve written. In that time I’ve lost a dear father-in-law to death, moved from a nice home to a cramped, crappy apartment, had an exhausting moving sale where all I did was fight with Birth Mother, and have barely escaped foreclosure on my home. I’ve had enough. In the meantime […]
Read MoreMy dog Maybelline is stressing me. She wants to go on a walk, and I just don’t have it in me to get off this couch, which makes me feel like a terrible pet partner. Taken from today’s journal: Been a busy day. Service, errands, back pain. The works. I wish I could take a […]
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I want to talk. I really, really do. But it’s just too late. Games are all I can do, and I’ve been messing with you. At least I’m honest. What a shame for me to annihilate chances to get help and for you to get so close to the truth and have it disappear […]
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I don’t feel well. I have been dissociative, spacey, and dizzy all evening. There’s a sense of urgency to write, and I can’t escape it. I must, I must, I must eject what’s in this crazy, demanding head. I was anxious this morning, but I knew I would be taking my dog Maybelline for a […]
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