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I am not okay. Right now the others are bearing down on me and I don’t know what they want. What are they trying to communicate? The headache has been horrible. I took several tranqs; what else could I do? I hate it when it gets this chaotic. I haven’t allowed any blogging or journaling […]
Read MoreI can barely speak the disgust in which I feel towards myself. It does no good to berate myself over my eating. I’ve been restricting lately, but that is not the reason I’m upset. My husband, D., has been getting suspicous since coming home from treatment and so I hate some cookies today that I […]
Read MoreHours, minutes, seconds like this I just want to disappear. Is that suicidal ideation? So what if it is. I think it is more like resignation, a sigh that the eating disorder is my definition, my salvation, my comfort, my punishment, my everything. And I want to go home, but how many times have we […]
Read MoreI can’t believe how long it’s been since we’ve written. There isn’t much time to update everyone on what has been going on. We miss our home in Georgia very much. We just had “family weekend” at the residential facility I’m in and it was such a joke, at least where my “family” is concerned. […]
Read MoreI’ve been gone a while. Life is hectic. Even when there are no groups going on the mind keeps going like the Energizer bunny. It just doesn’t quit. It’s true though. Most of the therapy happens in the journals, the artwork, the secret blog that no one even reads but me. But that’s okay. I […]
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