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Saw Therapist again. It was another wasted session where I refuted that I dissociate or have the diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder. To complicate matters more for me, he never came out and said, “Yes, you do have D.I.D.” which gives me cause for hope and despair. If we don’t have D.I.D., then what is […]
Read MoreIn one of my writing courses in college to be an English teacher, we were taught not to wait until we had something to say or a topic on our mind in order to write. We were instructed to write to find out what to write about. Given the unexplained rampant panic burrowing in my […]
Read MoreI do not even know what to write. Silence grips me. I try to speak but only gasps for air come out. I lay down my life with the memories, sensations, and flashbacks luring me back to childhood. I feel eight years old. I feel eleven years old. I feel too much. Thank you for […]
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I feel so emotional. The least little thing is provoking tears. I never cry, so why are these tears so special? I’m living in a dark place where no one can see me or touch me. I do not feel safe. I had an MRI today to help determine the cause of my dizziness and […]
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