Whispers Heard as Screams

Whispers Heard as Screams 1

I’m going on record declaring this complete bull shit. —————————————————————————————– I don’t know what to say really.  I don’t know what to feel either. Maybe I am really okay, and it didn’t hurt as badly as it seems.  Or, maybe I’m covering up the greatest pain we’ve ever known throughout the gift of numbness. I’m […]

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The marathon of recovery

The marathon of recovery 3

“If we did all the things we are capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves.”–Thomas EdisonThis isn’t an ode to Father’s Day post. I have issues with Father’s Day. I have issues with fathers. I plain have issues. But I digress. As I think I’ve mentioned in other posts, I’m training for a marathon. […]

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Failure lurks around these pages. That’s right. I am a failure, a fat failure. I didn’t follow the meal plan today that Dietician prescribed for me last night and I agreed to. I’ve skipped dinner and evening snack. I was hoping for a new start by seeing the Dietician but the eating disorder behavior really […]

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