Loss for words….

but I’ll try anyway. I’m empty and blank inside and outside. I have no words to say. I’ve lost a big chunk of time today and have the new clothes and shoes show it. Someone else was out and bought us clothes. I just hate not being present. It’s been a while since I blogged. […]

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Will someone please look for me?

Indulge me. I have no words, feelings, or emotions, so I will have to ramble on and hope that some reaction to life is forthcoming. I feel stuck in this dead zone where I don’t have the option to live and I don’t have the right to die. It’s a pretty miserable condition. I worry […]

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Once in a blue moon.

It rarely happens, like a blue moon, but occasionally I’ll have those off days where I/we actually get items on our “to do” lists accomplished. Today was one of those days. I guess what really happens is that I let all my shit pile up and up and up until I can’t take it anymore, […]

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Hell is for children

I’ve been gone a while. Life is hectic. Even when there are no groups going on the mind keeps going like the Energizer bunny. It just doesn’t quit. It’s true though. Most of the therapy happens in the journals, the artwork, the secret blog that no one even reads but me. But that’s okay. I […]

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To share or not to share

Assignment: I want to open up to my peers and share what is going on inside of me, but to open up to any of them scares me in more ways than I can enumerate. First, it opens me up to ridicule, derision, and the unfavorable opinion of others, not that that is what I […]

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