Illusion, confusion, and delusion

I’m hacked. I just sat and blogged for fifteen minutes and lost it all. Dammit to $#@&! It wasn’t important anyway. Mostly it was about how my blogs are aimless and pointless and don’t have a theme. Like Clinically Clueless wrote recently about suicide and a member of Jumping in Puddles wrote about God and […]

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Switchy-poo

I don’t know where I am tonight, but I felt like writing something to just check in with the cyber world. My head is screaming in pain, my anxiety is off the scale, and I feel grotesquly fat and obese. I’m upset that I’m empty. I used to be such a good writer, though you […]

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Trigger***Some talk of death

This post is solely about death but about death and depression. I’ve been depressed again today. the words fail me. The Woman with the Words is not around. I don’t have words or thoughts for them to steal. I’ve been in bed all day, although I’ve had the best intentions of getting up and working […]

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2 days into the New Year! &^*%#

I was just catching up and reading everyone’s blogs and posts for the New Year. Impressive. In comparison to others, I find myself alone because I don’t want to look back. I don’t want to look at the year 2008. Maybe that’s my problem, besides always comparing myself to others. Without retrospection there can be […]

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The devil is in the details.

I always hold my breath when I read over previous posts. I never know, or seldom know, what they will say because I don’t always know who is contributing to the blog. I thank everyone who had comments; you probably know how it feels when someone just at least reaches out to say, “I’m hear.” […]

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