Diametrical and contradictory dessimation

How am I to know what to say? I’ve scoured through dictionaries, thesauruses, classic novels, young adult books, and the every Conde Naste magazine to find the right words and images to unveil to you my broken. I fall short everytime. You see, I have failed. I wanted this blog to be about our recovery, […]

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Fantasy or Reality?

It’s Christmas. What can I say? I don’t celebrate Christmas. Never had. I wasn’t brought up that way. I was brought up to curse and swear, hate my body, turn a blind eye when my daughter gets raped, yell at everyone in the house, and pretend to the world we are a most loving family. […]

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A little inspiration

I’m really starting to love this song. Whenever I’m feeling down, I listen to this. It’s so happy and upbeat, you can’t help but smile at the charming lyrics and upbeat tempo. It’s called ‘Lovers in Japan’ by Coldplay. Love it!

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Affirmations

I love this post by Katie Goode LMFT on creating affirmations. Affirmations do not sit well with me and even remind me of fingers on a chalk board. For those struggling with affirmations it’s worth checking out her post.

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Scrambled brain on the side…

I am not okay. Right now the others are bearing down on me and I don’t know what they want. What are they trying to communicate? The headache has been horrible. I took several tranqs; what else could I do? I hate it when it gets this chaotic. I haven’t allowed any blogging or journaling […]

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