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There’s nothing much to write today. I’ve been in long term treatment for a complete week now and have settled in fairly well. I like my treatment team. I have yet to be compliant with anything; the purpose is not to be mean but the food seems like so much and I still want to […]
Read MoreSo here we are in long-term residential treatment and it sucks. Today is not a good day. I just want to pull the hair out. How am I supposed to get any peace when they keep shovihg food at me? Why did I even bother to come here? I knew from the get go that […]
Read Morei can’t stand my own skin. i’m drowning. i’ve rotted at the computer, looking at my school work, staring blankly at the screen, and fighting back the tears. i don’t know what i’m supposed to do. i can’t read my assignments or write my paper. i’m sinking further and further. make me disappear. i feel […]
Read MoreI skipped work and school because I’m tired. So fucking tired. As an English teacher, I am supposed to teach my students how to compare and contrast. Frankly, I’m sick of comparison. That’s all I do and that’s all that gets done to us. I fucking don’t care if other people with D.I.D. made it […]
Read Morei’m inside the mess of my bedroom inside the mess of my life crying the messiest tears wearing the messiest closthes with the messiest hair listening to unmessy music. the Music Maiden has on the saddest song she could find for me. Got to love that. I should be studying my American Lit. but I’m […]
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