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An amalgam of three days of journal writing Our purpose here is to figure out two things: 1) how to nurture our angry protector Tina 2) Therapist mentioned that we need acceptance. Figure out what he meant by acceptance. Accept what? I don’t know what he meant by acceptance. All I want to do is […]
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It’s been two weeks since I’ve written. In that time I’ve lost a dear father-in-law to death, moved from a nice home to a cramped, crappy apartment, had an exhausting moving sale where all I did was fight with Birth Mother, and have barely escaped foreclosure on my home. I’ve had enough. In the meantime […]
Read MoreMy dog Maybelline is stressing me. She wants to go on a walk, and I just don’t have it in me to get off this couch, which makes me feel like a terrible pet partner. Taken from today’s journal: Been a busy day. Service, errands, back pain. The works. I wish I could take a […]
Read MoreI want to write, and I want to call out Sheila to discuss without emotion and bias what is happening regarding Tina, particularly and her denial of D.I.D. I’ll address my surmise of how Tina feels currently. She wants to push the agenda that there is no dissociation because she feels out of the loop. […]
Read MoreSaw Therapist again. It was another wasted session where I refuted that I dissociate or have the diagnosis of Dissociative Identity Disorder. To complicate matters more for me, he never came out and said, “Yes, you do have D.I.D.” which gives me cause for hope and despair. If we don’t have D.I.D., then what is […]
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