I’m once, twice, three times a purger…

I lied. I’ve actually purged four times today. I hate Sundays. There is no structure. D. is home and hovering and watching what I eat. I had the merciful luck that he went and worked outside in the yard. I ate just a little and up it came. It wasn’t like I was binging. I […]

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Sad

D. And I are at the mall before we go see the movie, Rachel Getting Married. Everyone at the mall seems so normal. They walk around drinking fattening coffee drinks and munching on delicous smelling pretzels. I'm so jealous. My life is so so out of control. But I still feel day and worry over […]

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To be, or to be better. How is the question.

Do we ever face more than one crossroads in our life? I’m at one now, several actually. Meeting with our T. today provided a reason for us to stop and take pause. There are many unanswered questions where he is concerned and I, myself, don’t know where to take this. For starters, another eating disorder […]

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How to Save a Life

I don’t know what to say or how the last twenty-four hours have been. I know we’re in deep and will rely on song lyrics to say what we might say if only we could. Anything bold or in italics is our own and does not beling to the songwriter. ————————————————————————— Spend all your time […]

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Personality disorder examined tonight – News

Personality disorder examined tonight – News

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