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It’s been a while since we posted. Feels like unfamiliar territory. It’s been a while since we did anything. Since February we’ve been hospitalized. Since April we’ve been in residential. We got the weight restored on our body; mixed feelings about that. We have finally begun to work on the trauma. It is truly, truly […]
Read MoreThere’s nothing much to write today. I’ve been in long term treatment for a complete week now and have settled in fairly well. I like my treatment team. I have yet to be compliant with anything; the purpose is not to be mean but the food seems like so much and I still want to […]
Read MoreSo here we are in long-term residential treatment and it sucks. Today is not a good day. I just want to pull the hair out. How am I supposed to get any peace when they keep shovihg food at me? Why did I even bother to come here? I knew from the get go that […]
Read Morei can’t stand my own skin. i’m drowning. i’ve rotted at the computer, looking at my school work, staring blankly at the screen, and fighting back the tears. i don’t know what i’m supposed to do. i can’t read my assignments or write my paper. i’m sinking further and further. make me disappear. i feel […]
Read MoreI skipped work and school because I’m tired. So fucking tired. As an English teacher, I am supposed to teach my students how to compare and contrast. Frankly, I’m sick of comparison. That’s all I do and that’s all that gets done to us. I fucking don’t care if other people with D.I.D. made it […]
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