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All Santa has brought me so far is a fever blister. Thanks, Santa. I wrote in A Big Secret Wrapped in a Bow that I don’t celebrate the holidays. Never have. I thought I would be okay this holiday time, because I’m with family. Tomorrow more family will come, and there will be a big […]
Read Morethere are f e w words. went through R.A.D. self defense simulations yesterday flashbacks terror crying 13 hours later still not okay still crying still scared still terrified need safe hugs need peace need for it all to go away need to cope bad ideas in mind need help need to talk but there are […]
Read MoreI’m only half a person right now. You may poke and prod, dig around for the other half of Missing In Sight. You will not find her. You will find more, but you won’t find her. I’m the only one here, lost inside this head, peeking out behind her eyes. I am numb, and it […]
Read MoreIt started out a bitter day. Up at 5:30 to take Husband to ECT treatments. I’ve discovered I’m ill-equipped to be his nurse. Husband’s being ill brings out the child in me. Perhaps it was from years of playing mother and nurse to the birth mother. I was her caregiver, not the other way around. […]
Read MoreIn one of my writing courses in college to be an English teacher, we were taught not to wait until we had something to say or a topic on our mind in order to write. We were instructed to write to find out what to write about. Given the unexplained rampant panic burrowing in my […]
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