ARE YOU READY FOR THE BIG CHANGES?!!

ARE YOU READY FOR THE BIG CHANGES?!! 1

Maybelline loves this heated plush throw I bought, and she has been hunkered down in my arms to share it with me. Winds of Change I’ve decided to make some changes to the blog.  First off, every Monday will be considered “Music Monday”, and I will give three songs that I feel have some commentary […]

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LIVING A MYSTERY

LIVING A MYSTERY 4

Maybelline snuggling up with my bear on a road trip.   Worth Wondering. WHO’S ON FIRST? So my session with Therapist was interesting yesterday.  At one point he mentioned an alter, Tina, but she was already and participating in the session, but he didn’t know it.  And I’m like, “Dude, don’t you know after all these […]

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GETTING BETTER: THE CONUDRUM

GETTING BETTER: THE CONUDRUM 9

      Maybelline learning to solve a puzzle for her treats.   Pieces Taken from Wednesday’s Journal Entry Guess I’ve occupied myself well enough today.  Most of the depression lingering in my soul is dissipating.  Did some cleaning today and cooking.  Breaded pork loin chops, sauteed cabbage, and mashed potatoes were made.  Wasn’t too […]

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WHAT DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY LOOK LIKE

WHAT DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY LOOK LIKE 13

Today I feel so depressed and anxious.  I’m having trouble just getting up off the couch.  I did water my plant and opened the windows for some fresh air, but I’m still in my pajamas and may stay in them all day.  I’ve already gone to McDonalds for a soda in my pajamas and house […]

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THE COUP: ILLEGAL SEIZURE OF POWER

THE COUP: ILLEGAL SEIZURE OF POWER 18

Maybelline sound asleep.  She loves her crate.  Makes her feel safe and secure. I don’t know if I can write this post.  I feel extremely dissociative at this very moment despite taking my medication. I don’t know why it’s important to write this, but last night’s experience was so bizarre, disruptive, and disturbing that I […]

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