November 19, 2017.Reading time 3 minutes.
Always have to start with Maybelline. She’s the beginning and the end of my world. Today sucks. I hate today. I feel depressed because I’m fat. I am having some distressing gastrointestinal issues going on, and they are wreaking havoc on my body and making me feel fat . . . . which in turn […]
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October 16, 2017.Reading time less than 1 minute.
These are things difficult to discuss because I’m afraid it will be thought I’m only seeking attention. So when I say I don’t want to talk about it, we really might need to discuss it but are afraid of people being overly concerned or or just not caring. There is no easy way, and we […]
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August 14, 2017.Reading time 4 minutes.
Another sleepless night so far. The anxiety has mostly lessened since my previous post, but the sleepless nights continue despite medication. Psychiatrist gave me a new med to try, but it gives me an unrelenting headache the next day, and it also causes weight gain, so I won’t use it anymore. I’ve gone back to my […]
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January 25, 2010.Reading time 4 minutes.
I am not in the best of moods. I am very angry at myself. It was a whole weekend of being angry at myself. There is a picture I keep as my wallpaper on my computer of a time when Husband and I went to Charleston. In the picture I look very happy, big grin […]
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