Loss for words….

but I’ll try anyway. I’m empty and blank inside and outside. I have no words to say. I’ve lost a big chunk of time today and have the new clothes and shoes show it. Someone else was out and bought us clothes. I just hate not being present. It’s been a while since I blogged. […]

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Excuse me! I know you how?

Not once, not twice, but three times today did somebody say they knew me and I have no recollection of them. This is quite a disconcerting feeling. Granted, all three ladies were in the same support group for eating disorders, and, according to the three amigos, they say they were all in treatment with me […]

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Back from the looney bin!

Watch out world! We are back home. Yeah, me! We were inpatient for a little over two weeks. I must admit that it wasn’t as bad as I had predicted. The group of ladies I was with are phenomenal. We formed a bond so close that it will continue past our time in treatment. Any […]

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Off my meds = on to a psych ward

So, since I have no psycho-iatrist, I have no meds. Since I have no meds, I am one heartbeat away from being committed to the psycho ward/looney bin/crazy tank. My emotions are all over the range. Sad, content, committed, depressed, excited, hopeless, frantic, ect… I am fighting with D. day and night. Not just verbal […]

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OUCH! goes the weasel and OFF go the blinders

OMG! So today I had to go to the Dr’s office to get the final of three epidurals for my degenerative disc. Though they typically give me I.V. sedation for it, today they couldn’t find a vein that would work. Said my veins were too small and not hydrated enough. So my smart-ass husband looks […]

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