Disturbia

I find it disturbing and disruptive. The people behind my eyes are active and I feel pressure in my head. Does anyone else get that way when the switching is intense? They switch back and forth, never landing on a single personality. I’m switching as I write this. They chase my thoughts away and never […]

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Avoiding

Pardon us while we wax philosophical. We are in the middle of a switch… It is dark in my room. I’ve succumbed to the internal pressure of my members to blog. It’s been a while since we blogged but no worries here. New insights have been gained and a new committal to therapy has taken […]

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Acceptance

I don’t know if I can do this. I’m not much better but a little. The meds my psycho-iatrist gave me have helped a little, but I still have a hard time “soothing” my brain. It always feels disruptive and a bit like ADD. It’s a mad world. In any case, I was reading the […]

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All Apologies

To my blogging friends, I feel the overwhelming need to apologize to you. You have been so kind as to offer comments on my blog, and I have not been able to return the feedback. I am not well. I had an emergency session with my psycho-iatrist today. I’m not sleeping and what few winks […]

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Ramblings of a gone mind

I’m not okay. I’m feeling rather rabid and English. The words are coming from somewhere else. I don’t know what to do with myself. I know what I should do, but “shoulds” are woulds that can’t help themselves. I feel like Sarah McLachlin when she sang with the Perishers a song called “Pills.” She sang […]

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