A Big Secret Wrapped in a Bow

I’m only half a person right now.  You may poke and prod, dig around for the other half of Missing In Sight.  You will not find her.  You will find more, but you won’t find her.  I’m the only one here, lost inside this head, peeking out behind her eyes.   I am numb, and it […]

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Just for tonight

Just for tonight 1

Went to bed not feeling well last night. Woke up this morning feeling even worse. Fever. Sore throat. Glands hurt. Being sick = Which = bad body image Which = unhealthy eating. Which equals relapse: I’m trying to keep this blog a positive place: But today it’s a struggle. But there’s always tomorrow: And a […]

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The definition of “Help me”

It’s so hard to get these posts started. I just don’t know where to begin. I feel everything and I feel nothing. I am angry but I’m calm. I’m sad but have no tears to show for it. Then there’s the nothingness lulling me with her sweet numbness. I think I’ll take her side. I […]

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The Missing In Sight Theme

The Perishers, featuring Sarah McLauchlan One may think we’re alrightWe need pills to sleep at nightWe need lies to make it through the dayWe’re not okay One may think we’re doing fineBut if I had to lay it on the lineWe’re losing ground with every passing dayWe’re not okay That’s one thing I would neverThat’s […]

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