Always have to start with Maybelline. She’s the beginning and the end of my world.
Today sucks. I hate today. I feel depressed because I’m fat. I am having some distressing gastrointestinal issues going on, and they are wreaking havoc on my body and making me feel fat . . . . which in turn makes me depressed. So I’ve been hiding in my apartment all day.
So I thought of one thing that might make me feel better today which is to stop hiding behind an anonymous screen and reveal my picture and identity.
I’ve been thinking about revealing my identity for a while, but up until 2015 I was studying to be a teacher or working as a teacher, and I didn’t think it would be prudent to expose myself in such a vulnerable way in such an important role. However, I’m not working now, so I can take more risks, and I’m ready to take some now. I would say my life is boring and safe right now in many ways. I’m not taking chances in recovery. I hold up the same walls to Therapist that I usually do. I just play it safe and if you always do the things you’ve always done, you will always get what you’ve always gotten.
And for some reason, I want more now. I’m hungry for some type of change. Something to shake up things. (I don’t know who is saying this because it’s not coming from me.) I don’t know what change looks like, what it is, or how to get it. Normally I hate change. Still do. And when it comes time to enacting change, I’ll probably avoid it. But for now I’ll take my first step and reveal my identity.
So my name is Becca, and these are some of pictures below.
Hi! I’m Becca and this is my frizzy, curly hair.
Maybelline and I fell asleep together, and Husband was mean enough to take a picture.
Maybelline loves to rest on my chest. I think it’s my heartbeat she likes to hear.
Always snuggling. She is my world.
1 of 2 pictures without Maybelline. What can I say?
Well, now you know. My name is Becca and I have curly hair. Not quite an NBC reveal, but it will have to do. I’ll change my avatar soon on IG and Twitter. I invite you to look at my Instagram page @Run_Becca_Run if you would like to see more pictures of me, Maybelline, and all things inspiration.
I’d love to hear from you!
How do you feel about revealing or not revealing your identity?
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