I don’t want to talk about it.
I don’t want to talk about how heavy my heart is.
I don’t want to talk about how hopeless I am.
I don’t want to talk about how lonely I am.
I don’t want to talk about how fat I feel.
I don’t want to talk about how I broke my heart.
I don’t want to talk about how I’d rather be dead.
I love my dog.

Sweet potato fries (yummy!), Quorn chik’n patty with avocado, homemade banana bread, salad with Edamame, Jicama, greens, carrots, and red bell pepper, and pineapple.
green salad, Egg Beaters with mushrooms, baked salt and vinegar chips, Doritos, and an orange that said, “Eat me, I’m good 4 you.” I love it when my fruit talks to me.

Swedish “meatballs, noodles, MORE homemade mozzarella and tomato salad (I was getting sick of it at this point), green salad, and my fave: honey yogurt.

Veggie burger, THE LAST of the mozz. and tomato salad, green salad, salt & vinegar chips, and strawberries. (I bought a huge tray of strawberries. I’ll be eating them forever.)
Breakfast – Organic oatmeal, almond butter, soymilk, and strawberries.
Snack – Strawberries and cocoa almonds. The combination is delish.
There’s no spot in my heart for anymore words. Only the sounds of cries being muffled.
im sorry you are feeling so much pain.
thinking of you…. grace